THE DREAM MACHINE

Fri, 31 Mar 2006 21:52:05 GMT

i dont like how things are going. Jesse is a douche bag and because of him emmie wont date me for who knows how long if she even desides to do so i dont know if i can get enough money for prom and ive already told her im taking her she has dress already and i havent even gotten tickets yet (man i suck) i cant physicaly work very well and after about three hours i can barley stand up and my boss is a dick about it. Instead of virtual school i get make up the last month and a half of school work while doing this 9 weeks work so no i have to study for old stuff and try to figure out new stuff. so now i gotta figure out how im gonna manage to get all my shit done and i dont know if i can

Sun, 05 Mar 2006 23:10:55 GMT

so heres a recap over the last two weeks

my knee had been hurting a lot more then usual and id been feeling sick. two saturdays ago i woke up with this shooting pain that was the most pain i had ever felt from my knee so i took two oxi cottons and that knocked it out so the next day i noticed my knee and swelled up alot over night which is very unusual so me and my mom went to the docotors to get it drained we he went to drain it there was yellow puss in the needle coming out of my knee which ment infection so i had go to the hospital immediatley for cleansing which is when they go in and flush out your knee so i stayed at the hospital till thursday and got that done twice which set me back about two weeks in the recovery process of being able to walk normally and without pain. then they said i would need a pic line which is a iv that stays in your arm for a long period of time to take antiboitics through. they said id have to have that for six weeks so i started taking my meds throught that and noticed little things like the first day home i felt real itchy all over my body and a weird kind of headache like ive never had but that went away after a few hours so i started school the following week even though there was fcats and no reason for me to be there but come wednesday laurin says i have a fever i say i dont cuz i dont feel like i have one then she notices a rush around my hip and stomach but it was very small i told my mom laurin thought i had a fever and we took my temp turned out i had a 103 fever which sucked so i took laurin home and when i got back the rash had spred more and over night it was everywhere (except for my nuts and stuff) thank god. so we went to the doc and it turned out i was allgeric to the meds i was taking throught my arm and that the rash would take a few days to go away so i got my meds switched and was good to go. the next day my mom went to administer my meds but they wouldnt go through and you cant force it or you could break the line so we went back to the docs and they fixed it then the next day i woke up to my line being completly filled with blood which scared the shit out of me so again we went to the docs and it turns out i slept on my arm which cased blood to come out and etc. so now im starting to get better and the rash is going away and no fever and all i have left of my cold is a cough so im finally starting to recover :)

Fri, 10 Feb 2006 23:31:57 GMT

today was pretty f**((*& boring i went to class and my leg hurt i forgot my meds so i took my pain like a man then i went to trina's and danielle came and i became the man who told the women what looked best and i did a dam good job cuz i know what looks good on my women (joke). tonight im goin to a swingin show in daytona then staying the night over at Legacy'a its nice that my leg doesnt hurt so much anymore and within a week or two i should be walking normal again then can act like a normal person again but i will miss that oxi cotton :)

Wed, 08 Feb 2006 22:04:31 GMT

another easy goin day me and danielle hit the bank then starbucks which was nice then just hung out. i really wanna ride my bike i mean thats what i do and i cant i dont know what im gonna do for the next four months it sucks and my knee still hurts but im going to school again

Fri, 03 Feb 2006 18:46:46 GMT

yesterday was a great day for my leg i was able to bend and sit in a car and actually walk around without being in pain. I went to my docotors and they took most of the staples out and the last ones come out on monday so thats cool. I got to hang out with Danielle and roxi and chad for a little while which was great it felt so good to get out of the house im been trapped latley with this stupid knee.

Today.
It's been raining all day which is just fine with me i slept longer because of it and it sounds good. I like the sound of rain i just go on the back pourch and listen and maybe read. I think I'm going to my dads this weekend which is boring but its alright it will give me a chance to get my makeup work from all week done so thats good

new

Wed, 01 Feb 2006 20:41:42 GMT

i got me a live jornal thanks to my wonderful friend danielle who i love very much

today was pretty boring i sat around and slept and then ate a doughnut then returned to sleep this is due to my recent acl surgery so i really dont have anything else to do